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| 04:45pm 04/12/2004 |
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gah... finals start this week, fun :| oh well at least the holidays are comming up, and i get a butt load of stuff!! woot woot peace out |
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| 12:15pm 08/08/2004 |
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hope everyone is haveing a good summa i know i am. right now i am on a little vacation away from home and all. i am in northern cali visiting a friend for a week. so far its been fun, i got a few days left up here. one of the only intersting things we did was go to a wanna be golf and stuff and played DDR all night. it was fun. i think we are going to the book store tonight. well tootles. |
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| lets see how my story telling is....wow its been awhile |
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| 02:53pm 13/06/2004 |
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mood:  happy music: nope watching velvet goldmine agin
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there is not much to say other than its summer and i am not involved in anything at the moment i just finally wanted a summer where i dont have to do anything. its awesome. i chill all day and hang with friends all night. life is good. i just wish i had a little money to do more things. oh i saw chronicles of riddick yesterday, i think it was yesterday, oh nope it was friday. all of the days run together now. well the movies was HOT! just plain awesome, the only vin disel movie worth paying for. i want to own it on dvd. speaking of movies, HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN KICKED SOOO MUCH ASSS!!. i loved it muchoooooo. i have seen it twice so far i plan to see it again this week if i scrouge up the money. i saw it opening day, then again in IMAX. that is the only way movies should be seen, well the good ones anyway.
i found a new hang out that i go to almost every night now a days. its cool a few people are there, most of them are cool. last night was really random. i had spent all day at home sleeping and i had a star wars marathon. it was cool. then about 7ish i got a text message saying that my friend was gonna take me and another friend out to dinner for free. we went to kampi in oxnard. i had rice. but it was just out of nowhere so it was cool. then we all went to EA and played DDR for and hour or so. then we took my friend who paid for dinner home cause it was gonna be late for her. it was only 11. then the two of us left went to our new hang out and chilled and talked to people.
just about when we were getting ready to leave, a little after midnight. we saw this really pretty punk kid standing at the counter in a really casual sexy stance. it was hott. like something out of velvet goldmine. HOT! supposedly him and his friends got kicked out for being drunk. we did not know till about an hour later(that they got kicked out, not that they were drunk, that part was obvious).
so me and my friend got up to leave and went into the parking lot. then out of nowhere the pretty punk boy says
"hey you lovely ladies got the time?" so cheesey!!
i told him what time it was then told him he was beautiful. he thanked me and caressed his body and said something about weather we thought he was pretty like a girl. then he asked us to walk across the parking lot with him and his pals. we did. now dont get the wrong idea they were perfectly harmless plus they were like two years younger than us and we can handle ourselves if need be. then pretty punk said he was hungery and wanted to know if we could give them a ride to a fast food place. we thought what the hell. we drove all the way to Jack in the Box and got food. one kid was really drunk so we kicked him out so he would not puke in the car. and we went through the drive thru at break neck snail speed.
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| spring break rules.. |
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| 02:58pm 06/04/2004 |
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mood: jubilant music: Last Beautiful Girl- Matchbox Twenty
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and its just the begining!!!!
i just got back from a four day trip to San Fansisco. i had a blast! i got to see my bestest friend in the whole wide world who i have totally been missing like crazy because i dont really have any friends around here anymore. another good thing about going to SF is i guess i made a new friend, but i got to see if we are actually gonna hang before i get my hopes up of actually having someone to chill with. i am super tired because i spent all morning in the back of truck for about 5 hours, we left at 4:45 this morning. yup spring break is treating me pretty good. |
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| 12:55pm 27/03/2004 |
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meh dumb quiz.
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| 10:23am 06/03/2004 |
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mood: amused
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thrusday was a really good day! i went on a really great date. we did quite a bit. it was just fun. i dont feel so meh now that things have started to pick up for me.
wedsday i got to go downtown and see The Passion. it was funny in some parts i giggled at them (couldnt help it i guess. it was just at some parts i really felt removed from the movie and what was actually going on in the movie). it was the little things that were funny. but it was really gorrrrrryyyy just gross i dont know how i watched it. some of the funny things where when he was crusified and the slumped his head he had like his huge bush of armpit hair in his face, made me giggle. the funny stuff really had nothing to do with the movie. then another really funny thing was when, at the end of the movie after he died you see the inside of this tomb, and then this sheet thing that he was wraped in folds in on itself because he is not in it anymore, and my first thouht it "whoa, jesus is naked!" then you totally see his butt! it was great! i giggled soo hard. i really liked the movie, it was really sad and really just sad, because there was nothing anyone could do to stop it. and that is just fucked up.
last night was really good. i got to see my best friend, who i havent seen since winter break. so i really missed her. we went to go see a fiends play. but it was fifteen dollars to get in and we were all like, fuck that he isnt that good to go see so we left and came back when it was over. while we were waiting we drove around and talked about shit. it was fun. then we went back and drove back with him. then met up with our other fiend at his car. then we went out for dinner/breakfast at 11ish at night. that was fun too.
today is gonna be pretty good i hope. right now i need to do some homework. so, late. |
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| 11:30am 29/02/2004 |
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... i finally got out of the house and was able to have somewhat of a good time, as good as it could get with the mood i have been in. Josh took me to EA, i had a butt load of coins so i just played alot of games. i also hung out with his cousin jessica. she was cool.
yesterday my dad took me to ojai to an art store and we had an ok time i bought some stuff i needed for my paintings. then we walked around the only interesting part of that whole city then just came home.
today i hope will be fun. i want to go to the mall and have some much needed shopping thearapy. i will feel much better after spending money. yes yes.
i am still super sad most of the time and its weird for me because i am usually upbeat and happy all the time, spiteful but happy. now i am in a real slump. there is nothing to look foward to any more.
school is sort of fun because i get a little interation with people so thats cool./
oh well
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| Ghaaa bad day :| |
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| 04:22pm 19/02/2004 |
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mood:  aggravated music: APC- the noose
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dont you just hate days when everything lets you know that your best just is not ever going to be good enough? well that was today. i want to kick every single person who pissed me off today and made me feel like shit!!!!
OMG!!!! :O i hate assholes!!! i may be a bitch but the mean things i say usually have a shelf life of about five mins after that i dont care anymore and niether should anyone else!!
geez sometimes i wish i had a drug problem or like a drinking problem so i could do something to get my mind off this stupid shit lately. wait a min... no time like the present to pick up a deadly habbit..... naw who am i kidding i am probably fucked up as it is. but no one cares about my lame little problems so i might as well shut up. and if you do read this know that i am not looking for sympathy, never got it and i proably dont deserve it. so yea. sleep sounds good to me at least some good comes from it.. not having to deal with anything but breathing.
oh and yea! i go the oral surgen (?)(fuck i cant even spell!)
and i probably cant afford it after all beause they dont know weather i am covered or not so woo hoo a 1000 bills are gonna get dropped!!! if i do go through with i do have the drugs to look foward to!!!
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| 02:10pm 17/02/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: Suicide Note by Johnette Napolitano
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Right now my whole life is MEH. nothing to be happy about and really nothing to be sad about. everything is soo bland. i have not gone anywhere or done anything for a while, and i am not alltogether too sure how i feel. i do feel sorta nuteral(?) about everything. i dont know what i want or what will put me in a better mood. meh.
well in recient news, i am getting my wisdom teeth out on friday so i will pretty much be incapacitated for the whole weekend, not like i was going to do anything anyway, so whatever. i do not look forward to being cut at and and poked at in my mouth, but hey i guess its a way to spend a day. :|
Last friday i went to see the oral surgen(?) guy so he could see my teeth be fore he rips them out of my face. then just because i felt like it, i rode my bike downtown to go see an erotica art exibt down at the Artists Union Gallery. there was some really good work there. i suggest that every one go see it!!! if you appreciate art or just like to look at images of naked people. GO and become a little more cultured! the gallery is just off of Califorina st downtown. the address is: 330 California st. right next to the Holiday Inn. you know wher the fountian that shoots up water out of the ground is. right there so go. if you need better directions call 643-3012!!
i highly doubt that anyone cares what i have to say so meh. whatever. |
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| San Fran part 2 |
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| 06:47pm 21/12/2003 |
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mood:  calm music: nothing i am at EA right now
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ok so where was i? yea the flight was pretty good except for take off. once we got in the air and stuff i was fine. when we where almost at our top flying altitude everything started spinning and my eyes were rolling around in my head and it was really strange. i didnt get air sick or anything like that i was completely fine except for all of the spinning. then after a few moments it stopped so everything was coo. then all of the flight attendants came buy and took our orders for drinks. i got a soda and two packets of peanuts. so that was pretty sweet.
the flight was really short i barely got to listen to my ipod before they told us to turn off all electrical devices because we were getting ready to land and shit. then i started to nodd off and then we hit a big bump and when i looked we had already landed.
once i had landed, i walked all of the way to the front of the Oakland airport and waited for my friend amelia to pick me up. so i stood out in da cold for like 15 which was pretty quick and i was greatful for the speedy pick up. then we drove and hour from Oakland back to her college.
she goes to school at Sonoma State University. it is a pretty looking little campus. but the dorms are sorta shit. they look like prjects from the outside. really cheep gov. housing. once you get inside one of the dorms its not so bad. her room was pretty big and nice. her flatmate is this really ugly poor girl from san deigo. and she seems really classless. i mean she was wearing overalls for fucks sake. gross!!! and like all of her hair products and makeup were all cheap shit you would get at wallmart or some shit. i bet she uses covergirl, witch is the absolute worse brand known to man i would not wish that product on anyone.
well we chilled in her room for a while and watched tv the we walked to take her final paper to her teacher then we walked back to her room. then we watched some more tv. we really wanted to go and see a movie. so i looked up a time on fandango. there was like a 7:20pm showing of Stuck on You that we wanted to see. so at seven we went to go see it. omg! there was the cheesest preview for a movie, the only thing that was good about it was that it stared Toper Grace (the guy that plays Erik Foreman on That 70's Show) and he looked soooooooo unbelieveably hott i swear i would fuck him without a seconds hesitation. i want that guy sooo bad. i have to see that shitty movie just because he is in it. on a side note, i have to buy Traffic too!! after the movie we went to target and bought some stuff. then we went back to her room and watched tv till we fell asleep. oh and thank god her flatmate left for home that day because there was no fucking way i was going to sleep on the floor. i would make the poor girl sleep on the floor she is prbably used to it anyway.
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| well i am back from good ol San Fran part 1 |
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| 04:55pm 21/12/2003 |
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well just got back from being on the road for well like what seemed like forever. but a good forever. it was my first real vacation with out all the parental units being there and shit. and well i have to say i am never going anywhere with family again! i had a blast, too bad it was soo short. i only went for four days.
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| ok so its been a while.. |
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| 04:13pm 16/12/2003 |
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mood:  bouncy music: Hilary Duff- Anywhere but Here
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Well i have not been up to much lately. Mostly work and school and by school i mean finals. so far only one of my final grades for classes has been submitted. I GOT A B IN FRENCH!!!! yay i was soo worried i would have to repeat that class. i like french dont get me wrong i just didnt study as much as i should have so it was getting harder and harder oh but believe me when i am takeing french 2 i am going to study my ass off no more slacking on that class. only because le francais is my minor. I better fucking get and A in my art class, that shit was soo easy. my teacher was fucking lame! and ugly as all hell.
other than school or work i have been chillin' with Josh. mostly we just go to EA. thats always fun. or we just sort of do nothing but that is fun too. oh i actually got my bf to leave the fucking house for once and that was sooo fucking cool. we really had a good time and he liked it too and he is now going to start doing shit with me from now on. i was getting pissed off and sad and shit because it didnt even seem like i even had a bf and i knowi needed to be treated better than that. but without him who would i have to like? no one exactly so i had to make it work with my bf, because i really do love him and love being with him. i was getting sick of people thinking i was making him up. He really does exist!!
well on a really fun note i am going to go to San Fransisco(?) on this Thursday!!! i am going to fly up there to go bring my best friend Amelia home from college. i have never been on a plane before so i am a little nervous, also i have never been to San Fran. so this is going to be an all new experence for me and shit so that is cool. plus i have never really been anywhere with out my parents tagging along or a shaperoned(?) situational thing. so that is cool to.
tomorrow i take my last final in math i am pretty sure i have an A in that class because my lowest test score is an 89% so i am going to be ok. i want to know what i got in my other classes!! shit those teachers need to hurry their asses up! after my final tomorrow i need to go get a new Social Security card because they might fire me at work if i cant find mine.
tonight i am going to hang out with Josh. and hopefully we can get paul so i can see him before i have to leave for 4 days. either way i am going to have fun tonight and i hope my trip is fun! and i hope i dont die in a terrible firey plane crash!
well i need a shower now so let you know if i am still alive in a few days from now! bye all. |
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| 12:19am 10/12/2003 |
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mood:  cold music: A Perfect Circle- three libras
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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? |
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| *sigh* part 2 |
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| 10:40am 19/11/2003 |
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ok
here is the rest of my day.
Pepe is the best squirl ever!!!!
tim and i were sitting in his car eating our lunch and we saw a squirl who was sooo fat and cute and we could not help feeding him and laughing at him. |
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| 10:35am 19/11/2003 |
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mood:  bored
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You are The Butcher! You would be famous for
chopping up and slaughtering of people in your
own unique way. That would be why the cops
would not be able to identify your victims. You
would probably get ideas from slasher movies or
previous killers, but turn them into your own
thing. You have a creative side to you, which
is scary, and you would use it on your victims.
You would not be vicious or anything; you may
go all cool and casual with a smile, and then
do your work and examine your victims. The
public would really want the Butcher away from
the streets!
What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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| *sigh* part 1 |
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| 11:26pm 18/11/2003 |
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it was a really great day today. i had sooo much fun in soo little time it was really wonderful. i laughed my ass of and hung out with my pals.
first i got out of school early witch was a total bonus in itself, then it was all hot when i was riding my bike and i was really wishing i could get a ride when all of a sudden i see Tim standing like 100 yards in front of me. so we put my bike in the back of his car and he gave me a ride home! how cool was that?
he took me to pick up my cover for my i pod. ITS PINK!!!! i love it!! then we dropped my bike off at home. then went to grab some lunch. and we played with pepe. i will talk about pepe and the rest of my great day tomorrow. dun dun dun..... |
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| well the rest of my day |
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| 10:13pm 15/11/2003 |
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mood:  sleepy music: rigth here right now- fat boy slim
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around 11 am i went to my first day of work at target. it was not my first day of actuall work, it was just the orientation for work. i sat in a room for four house and watched videos and filled out a bunch of papers. the good thing was i got paid for it all. woo
i also go my schedual for this week. i was happy to see that i get three days off this week. tomorrow, tuesday and thursday. so go me. so far working at target doesnt seem so bad but i am sure my oppion will change.
after i left work, i came home and worked some more on my essay. then like around 7 ish i went to ea and played there. and i just got home a few mins ago.
all in all a long day and i will be going to bed shortly. because i am soo fucking tired. |
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| got a busy day ahead of me |
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| 09:28am 15/11/2003 |
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mood:  anxious music: thinking of you- APC
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today i got to orientation at my first job ever. but for now i am doing my 7 page essay
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| 10:51pm 13/11/2003 |
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today started off pretty normal. i went to class, then to my other class. then i went over to foothill to help out in mr c's class. i got to visit some of my friends. it was coo. then my friend robert was nice enough to offer me a ride home so i did not have to ride my bike all the way there. ty robert!! once i got home i cleaned the kitchen then i was talking to josh, and he was not in a very good mood so i offered to hang out with him to try and cheer him up. i thik it helped. well we went to go buy me a bb gun. its cool really girly! i like it. then we went to go find this store, and we did. then we drove around a bit. then we went to my house and my dad let him have dinner and then we went to chill at EA. it was fun because i also got to chill with my buddy Ralph. Ralph is coo. we go to vc together.
and now i am home and i have a french test to take so i think i will do that now..
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| 10:12pm 10/11/2003 |
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mood: pleased music: love just is- hilary duff
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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and i soo did not even cheat! i think it is true! i am the best gf ever, ever!! but it is just a quiz, so who knows just how valid it is. |
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